Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Chance Encounter


She was ravenous for it.
He had hit the jackpot.
She knew of a spot in the vicinity.
He was a stranger.
She had money.
He was broke and thumbing.
She paid for the no-tell-motel.
He now believed in God.
She was a wild-child.
He only tried to keep up.
She assaulted the manmeat.
He thought he would die.
She wolfed it down.
His knees were weak.
She licked the rest.
He lay back on the bed.
She slurped greedily at the feast.
He rolled his eyes and grinned.
She gave him the back door.
He was shocked but not much.
She was gutted with want.
He licked off her sweat.
Her husband broke down the door.
He screamed himself awake.

Friday, December 24, 2010

A Girl So Blue


We knew a girl who was so blue.
Why was she sad we never knew.
We wondered but we had no clue.

Some said she was sad for a man,
Whispers about a girl, Diane,
Who left her and moved to Japan,
We never knew if it were true.

She never smiled and would not laugh,
Walked around like a half-sick calf,
And had a neck like a giraffe,
It always looked a bit askew.

One day she up and went away,
She left a note and signed it Mae,
Said it was time for her to stray,
Searching for llama's in Peru.

©March 15, 2006 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Saturday, December 18, 2010

A Date For Mona


When he gave any thought at all,
to Mona's lovely smile he bawled.
He couldn't help that the tears fell,
as he held his daughter Michelle.

Moments, when all hope was gone,
insanity sneaked in quiet like a yawn.
Where once he was happy and free,
a dark cloud had covered all reality.

The bedroom, that room of amour,
locked, bolted, nailed shut, the door.
Windows painted black sun not let in,
sealed shut  like the wall of Berlin.

The land, the countryside did not alter,
only his heart, cold, hard like Gibraltar.
Passiveness and all the normal judgment,
were cast aside with intellectual descent.

He lay on a bed of nails, his body bled,
punishment for living with Mona dead.
He lived in filth, his mind on one issue,
his brain zeroed in on what he had to do.

The moon, so bright, so vast and so pale,
shinned on the paper he read like Braille.
A finger on each letter, then on a word.
to not believe its message was absurd.

A mild and quiet man had been his way,
but he felt like he had been betrayed.
A tempest so awful had befallen him,
causing a plan to fight but not in a gym.

Man, when pushed can and will hit back,
that is why this man was in this evil shack.
The map in his shaking hand lit by candle,
was given to him by one wearing sandals.

He walked all night, the moon did its part,
hid behind clouds, he'd memorized the chart.
The arid wind stung his face as he trod,
alone, but armed, with the grace of God.

Armies had searched and came up short,
but tonight he was going to hold court.
It was the time, tonight was for Mona,
last time he saw her she wore a kimono.

He was not alone on the desert tonight,
his heart fluttered as he trailed his flight.
Hearing his quarry's shallow gasp, his panic
clear, he had come for him across the Atlantic.

He was there to put to death an evil man,
who had bragged about his killing plan.
Those in the World Trade Towers for one,
Pentagon, woods of Pennsylvania he'd done.

The man no longer ran, he was worn down,
held out his hands, pleading, looking around.
His hands found the throat of Osama bin Laden,
as he died, he cried like a coy maiden.

©March 7, 2004 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Thursday, December 16, 2010

A Female Unknown

They found her sprawled in the alley
Dead.  Asleep in the Lily of the Valley
Obscene and cold, flat on her back
All for a damn hit of ten dollar crack.

Beneath the grime and blood and gore
The innocence, before she was a whore
Could not be seen, she met her maker
A one hundred percent street-wise faker.

Dead blue eyes, peroxide hair, a wild vine
Earrings in her nose, tongue, a defiant sign
To the world that she's a wild child
Who long ago learned how not to smile.

The one thing which stood out about her
Where everything thing else was a blur
A silver cross lay obscenely under her throat.
It looked out of place, as would a sable coat.

A silver cross, from her unknown past?
A present from someone she held onto fast?
A detective, hardened to scenes such as this
He shuddered, covered her with a low hiss.

Blue strobe lights lit up the night near the dump
The police milled around the unmoving lump
Trying to maintain, it was an awful test
The sheet over her body outlined her breast.

Each man, woman, working the dreadful scene
Spoke tersely about the fallen sex queen
Many times they had been called out in the night
To look at and ponder such similar sights.

How much can one take before giving in
To horror and begin living for a bottle of gin?
The one lying so still, sculptured by a fiends
Wicked hand carving out her end, not clean.

More honest in death than living the life she did
She was much more than a whore on the skids
My, God, a detective screamed at the slaughter
Oh please, don't let this happen to my daughter.


©August 4, 2003 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Friday, December 10, 2010

Betty Boop Was A Slut

This may come as a big surprise but
Betty Boop was an out-and-out slut.
How she fooled them all, it was a joke,
She would never turn down any bloke.

Her life of depravity you see
Started with Dick (whadda name) Tracy.
After scouring the city for crime,
Upon his nightstick Betty did climb.

Oh my, yes, Betty was such a mess
Just a smile and she would drop that dress.
Moon Mulligan had her to play with,
Or in a pinch she'd take Snuffy Smith.

The Boop had Flash Gordon, the spaceman,
Taught him more ways than a moonbeam can.
It was all to make Steve Canyon mad,
Oh, Betty was a mean one; so sad.

She didn't cull, she welcomed them all,
Even rumors about Olive Oyl.
A wild child, she lived life at full tilt,
She could, you know, look how she was built.

Joe Palooka found he could not fight
With Betty, she had an overbite.
That made it interesting and oral,
When all done the men had no quarrel.

She starred in Tijuana Bibles
And Mary Worth sued her for libel.
Grabbed Popeye for a sexual brawl,
Then told everybody he was small.

A gourmet lass, she worked like a chef
Even double-teamed old Mutt and Jeff.
Batman too, he wrote her a letter,
She snickered, said Robin was better.

Shared her slut title with Nancy Drew,
Between the two they had quite a queue.
Blondie gave her a run, did not shirk,
Hurrying Dagwood, quick off to work.

Loving the man of steel was her plight,
Why not, it was hard as Kryptonite?
What a pitiful shape she was in,
Superman was in love with Betty's twin.

©February 14, 2005 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Being There

I squirted red wine
From a goatskin flask
In a besotted Greek salute to
Bacchus, god of wine and revelry.
    But I wasn’t there.

I wore fine linen garments, powder in my hair,
A manly rite of passage
In perverted old Europe
And stepped gracefully to the
Minuet with Lucrezia Borgia.
    But I wasn’t there.

I jitterbugged in the Speakeasy
With the Flappers of Chicago,
Kicking high and lovin’ hard
On bathtub gin, free expression
And Marxists philosophy.
    But I wasn’t there.

I dug the scene at The Duplex,
Kerouac’s favorite watering hole
With Ginzberg spewing righteous
Beatnik intellect there in
Greenwich Village.
    But I wasn’t there.

I draped love beads
Round my neck,
Standing among the faithful
Digging Janis in San Francisco with
Big Brother and the Holding Company.
    But I wasn’t there.

    But I’ll be there in the flesh,
Decked out in my costume of choice
At the World’s First United Mardi Gras
Celebration in the Mojave Desert,
Puking on Gila Monsters and
Chasing Roadrunners.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Apostrophé

I can converse with you, apostrophe,
for you see we both plot to hide the key
ingredients in a relationship,
when you are used, certain letters are skipped.

There are times I feel I am in the dark,
like, when I get used to seeing your mark,
making a word not really a word, see,
just like I'm not who I'm supposed to be.

An inverted slant is all that you are,
you make a word obscene, give it a scar,
gullible patrons of the written word,
don't stop to think that you might be absurd.

Ah, but we are kinsman, that is a fact,
look at me, you only see the abstract.
I'm saying we are both fraudulent sluts,
subtracting our total, we are just mutts.

Rogues that we are, we're not unlike the rest,
giving the world something for them to guess.
You and your inverted slant, gives you style,
like you, I hide parts of me with a smile.

©March 9, 2006 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Monday, December 6, 2010

Clear Water


    turbulent sixties
    CCR had clear water
    but it all dried up

    ©April 20, 2006

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Tricks

three of them
drinking hard liquor
barely weaned
spoke to me in language
they thought was adult
picking up what they might have heard their fathers say
braggadocio
trying to make an impression
on me
the whore
or maybe to each other
didn't matter
they were having a good time
or thought they were
cracking jokes
laughing loudly and insanely
high-fiving each other
drew straws to see who'd go first
and last
boasting about what they had to give me
I went along with it
I'm a whore
that's what I was in the cheap hotel room to do
whatever they wanted
soon the room stood silent
it was time
the two who wasn't first
left
leaving the one who'd been loudest
joked the rudest
leader of the pack I guess
thing is
he went speechless without his buddies
I undressed
he didn't
he wouldn't, I think he was gay
begged me not to tell
gave me everything he had in his wallet
not to tell
we waited the right amount of time
he left
could hear him talking about how good it was
the second one came
then the last
neither of them had a problem
"doing" it
even so I quite understood
they fantasized I was their mother

©December 4, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Saturday, December 4, 2010

The Guys

     she is petite
     wears little girls clothes if she wants to
     fresh-scrubbed-appearing face
     popular with the guys
     and . . . why . . . not
     never bothers me
     the guys
     with their perfumed lower regions
     they fuck her
     they do
     but don't know how to make love to her
     she told me they
     one and all
     like to position themselves
     so they can watch their performance
     in mirrors
     egomaniacal male harlots
     why would I worry
     she needs to prove something to herself
     some dark thing
     she hides
     then comes home to me
     orally inclined to swallow me dry
     no
     I don't mind the guys

     ©November 23, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Friday, December 3, 2010

Blues Creeps In (The Diatelle)

 fear
snuck in
it had been
hid until now
it smiles and then it grins
I have to wipe my fevered brow
fear I refuse entrance, I won't allow
it wants to torture me for things I did back then
this time fear will not find me I avow
I am not like I was back when
living for pills and gin
please tell me how
blank out sin
its twin
tear

©May 30, 2006

Thursday, December 2, 2010

A Fairie Tale

This was written for a long-lost daughter who picked up the phone one day and made me the happiest father in the world. My happiness was marred when I found out that this beautiful daughter was a slave to cocaine.

A Fairie Tale

Once upon a time in a far off land called Temptationville there lived a beautiful princess named Love.
Princess Love was adored by her father who lived across the big mountain in a valley named Lonely. His name was Forgetmenot. Love did not know her father. Princess Love lived in a big castle with King Sunflower and her mother, Queen Rose.
Everyone in Temptationville worshipped Princess Love. She lived in grandiose style. She was showered with gifts from the people of the countryside. Princess Love was so happy. Everyday was her own special holiday.
On her sixteenth birthday, King Sunflower and Queen Rose gave her the biggest birthday party ever given in Temptationville. All the people came bearing gifts for the lovely princess.
There was dancing in the streets and joyous adulation for the beautiful Princess Love. The people spread their gifts in front of the Gift-Giving Temple. Everyone was so happy because they were able to show their feelings for Princess Love.
Forgetmenot left the Valley of Lonely and came down the big mountain to watch. All Forgetmenot could bring as a gift was the Special Feeling within his heart. Forgetmenot was very poor.
As the happy people piled their gifts before the Gift-Giving Temple, Forgetmenot stood off to the side and watched with gladness in his heart. The feeling was almost unbearable. Each time someone presented their gift, Forgetmenot reached across the void with the Special Feeling in his heart and blessed it.
Princess Love did not know who Forgetmenot was. Forgetmenot left Temptationville many years before to climb the big mountain to the Valley of Lonely to live.
After everyone had placed their gifts at the Gift-Giving Temple, he saw one man approach the Gift-Giving Temple alone. He was a tall and handsome man, but he walked with an aloofness, and an arrogance which made him stand out from everyone else.
But the handsome stranger was not happy like the rest of the people, although there was a thin, venomous smile on his face. Forgetmenot understood there was something foreboding in the way he approached the Gift-Giving Temple.
The handsome stranger placed his gift to the side of all the other gifts. Then he straightened up and laughed aloud. A heinous laugh. He bowed low before Princess Love and left. Forgetmenot could not reach across with the Special Feeling in his heart to bless this gift. He felt wickedness within the brightly wrapped package.
Princess Love began opening the beautiful things that had been left for her. Princess Love was so happy.
Each present she opened seemed to come alive in her hands with a feeling she had never felt before. After all her gifts were opened and she turned to leave, the package the handsome stranger brought caught her eye. Princess Love bent down to open it. On top of the package lay a small card. On it was written:

Happy Sixteenth Birthday from Count Cacti.

Princess Love reached inside the box to retrieve her gift. She pulled her hand back with a start and a small cry of pain. Something had pricked her finger and blood dripped slowly from it. Princess Love cried out again and King Sunflower and Queen Rose came and wiped the blood from her finger and held her as she wept.
Even as Princess Love cried, she felt a sudden burst of energy springing from within her, which was at first, very scary. She overcame her fright and allowed the strange sensation to fill her whole being.
She pulled away from the embrace of King Sunflower and Queen Rose. Her little heart was pounding at an alarming rate and she felt as though she knew . . . She wasn’t quite sure what she thought she knew, but she suddenly felt she knew far more than anyone else in Temptationville. Quite without realizing why Princess Love understood that she, and she alone, was aware of things no one else could comprehend. She felt so . . . superior to the rest of the people.
Princess Love ran back to the box which held her present. For by now, as far as she was concerned, it was the only present she cared about. She grabbed the box, ignoring pleas from King Sunflower and Queen Rose, she ran to the castle and to her room with her treasure.
The odd-shaped, prickly gift Princess Love took with her became her all. She found that when she would prick herself with the spiny plant, the world of Temptationville, and all its happy people dissolved into pettiness and contempt.
Everyday activities, which once seemed so beautiful, now spawned rejection from Princess Love. It was as if everyone were like children at play. Playing childish games of life. It was all so very beneath her now.
Princess Love acquired such an attitude she was unable to even converse with anyone about anything. No one seemed to be able to identify with her and couldn’t understand her strange ways. She just thought they were absurd.
Everyone, that is, except Count Cacti.
The Count returned to her when she needed him the most.
And Princess Love found that she needed him often, because each time she pricked herself with the spiny, needle-sharp barb, it would fall from the plant it and become useless. And every day she needed more and more of the self-inflected wounds for her body and soul. But it always seemed that when the plant was about to become barren of the little prickly points Count Cacti would show up with another one.
He would only bring one plant at a time, however, and Princess Love wanted more of them because she felt insecure without it. The plant had become her world.
On Princess Love’s twenty-first birthday she decreed to the people of Temptationville that they should bring only the small, spiny plant for presents and nothing else.
Princess Love needed to know that she would have an endless supply of the special plant which had become her only reason to live. And by her decree, she would not have to worry anymore.
The day of her birthday arrived and all the people of Temptationville arrived with their gifts. Princess Love watched the somber people from her window, high in the castle. There was no laughing and dancing. The people of Temptationville were sad.
King Sunflower and Queen Rose stood before the people with bowed heads and tear-stained eyes. They were also saddened by Princess Love’s strange enchantment with the little plant.
All the gifts had been laid round the Gift-Giving Temple and the people had silently departed.
Except one man who Princess Love did not know, but that Queen Rose recognized as Forgetmenot.
Forgetmenot had come down from the mountain from the Valley of Lonely again for his daughter’s twenty-first birthday.
This time he brought her a present. A Magic Mirror.
Forgetmenot walked to the Gift-Giving Temple and looked up at Princess Love as she watched from her window. He placed the Magic Mirror next to the many little plants the people had brought. Then he rose and looked again at Princess Love before leaving.
 Princess Love, incensed by this strange, tattered man who dared not bring her the cherished spiny plant she so desired, ran from the castle to the Gift-Giving Temple to confront him.
She picked up the Magic Mirror, intending to smash it to the ground.  Before she did so, she looked into it. The Magic Mirror seemed to explode her image from within it straight into her very soul. She looked at her face staring back, and from somewhere deep within herself came the terrible truth.
The truth of who she was.
The truth of who she used to be.
The truth of who she had become.
It was all so real, and the moment weighed upon her. The past five years seemed like an awful nightmare.
Then Queen Rose came to Princess Love and told her who the man was that left the Magic Mirror.
Princess Love ran after him.
Forgetmenot and Princess Love walked back to the Gift-Giving Temple and set fire to the hundreds of tiny plants.
Forgetmenot climbed back up the big mountain to the Valley of Lonely, but now Princess Love talked to him with her Magic Mirror.
She had broken her Magic Mirror in half, so that now they both had one. And they talked to each other from Temptationville across the big mountain to the Valley of Lonely.
And they all lived happily every after.

Being There

I squirted red wine
From a goatskin flask
In a besotted Greek salute to
Bacchus, god of wine and revelry.
    But I wasn’t there.

I wore fine linen garments, powder in my hair,
A manly rite of passage
In perverted old Europe
And stepped gracefully to the
Minuet with Lucrezia Borgia.
    But I wasn’t there.

I jitterbugged in the Speakeasy
With the Flappers of Chicago,
Kicking high and lovin’ hard
On bathtub gin, free expression
And Marxists philosophy.
    But I wasn’t there.

I dug the scene at The Duplex,
Kerouac’s favorite watering hole
With Ginzberg spewing righteous
Beatnik intellect in
Greenwich Village.
    But I wasn’t there.

I draped love beads
Round my neck,
Standing among the faithful
Digging Janis in San Francisco with
Big Brother and the Holding Company.
    But I wasn’t there.

    I’ll be there in the flesh,
Decked out in my costume of choice
At the World’s First United Mardi Gras
Celebration in the Mojave Desert,
Puking on Gila Monsters and
Chasing Roadrunners.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

An Easter Moon

   The moon looks so much different
   as I sit, alone and quiet;
   it comforts me as never before.
   It's almost white bright,
   casting shadows as I lean against
   this building.

   Never noticed a moon shadow
   in the swamps of Louisiana,
   guess I was too busy to see.
   The stillness around me is creepy,
   I can't look at the stars
   they seem to be falling.

   It's this beautiful moon, man,
   I conjure up odd thoughts
   of where, when, and why.
   You ever been in a place
   where everything smelled
   unfamiliar, strange and, well, strange?

   On this Easter morning,
   this place makes me think of
   The Garden of Gethsemane.
   The old song,
   I Come To The Garden Alone,
   sorta wells up my eyes, don't know why.

   Ah, but the Easter Moon
   is not a sad sight, no,
   brings to mind lively Easter Bonnets.
   Houses have a soft glow
   beneath dangling stars,
   look, there, a shooting one.

   Far away a dog barks timidly,
   don't see many dogs here,
   I don't think they like them.
   I bring my hands in front of my face,
   stare as though
   I see a mirror reflection.

   A strange face, a strange land,
   hands calloused, bloody,
   what happened?
   My body clenches, desires
   woman,
   I have not loved yet.

   Sitting beneath the stars,
   virginal in amour,
   knowing not woman's flesh.
   If I close my eyes, will I awake
   more God-like,
   without blemish, pure?

   I sigh,
   loudly, remembering
   the melody of an oldie but a goodie.
   I'm very tired, wish it
   would rain, wash away the stench
   of rotting meat; theirs and ours.

   I watch the Easter Moon,
   oh, there!  Again!  Another shooting star,
   or is it the enemy's mortar shells?

   ©April 9, 2004 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Jerry and Nanette


I loved her so much in that distant time,
Put no one above her, she was mine,

The blush on her face virginal,

It was true as later proved,

A soul-seeking person,

She was that to me,

I loved Nanette,

Yes, I did,

I did

I

Saw him,

Standing there,

Giving me stares,

He was a wild man,

I was quiet and subdued,

I wanted that wildness too,

Our Ying & Yang would be okay,

Too late I saw that would not be so,

He tried but drifted off in the shadows.



©August 11, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

A Girl So Blue


The form is The Zejel (theh-hel).  The first stanza, known as the mudanza, has three lines, rhyming aaa. All the other stanzas - as many of them as you like - have 4 lines, rhyming bbba, the a rhyme harking back to the first stanza. So the overall rhyming scheme for the poem is aaa/bbba/ccca/ddda/...
Colloquial language tends to be used, and 8-syllable lines are usual (though not obligatory)!


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We knew a girl who was so blue.
Why was she sad we never knew.
We wondered but we had no clue.

Some said she was sad for a man,
Whispers about a girl, Diane,
Who left her and moved to Japan,
We never knew if it were true.

She never smiled and would not laugh,
Walked around like a half-sick calf,
And had a neck like a giraffe,
It always looked a bit askew.

One day she up and went away,
She left a note and signed it Mae,
Said it was time for her to stray,
Searching for llama's in Peru.

©March 15, 2006 / Jerry Pat Bolton

The Rooming House on St. Charles

1968
New Orleans
I'd been in worse
and better
places
it was just a room to sleep
sweaty night sleep
and stay
in the daytime, sitting on the bed
being quiet
not bother anyone
that was how it was done
how I wanted it
to hide my future and
secrets
the secrets that drove me there
damn it to hell and back in the first place
Downtown Jackson Brown
Minnie the Moocher and
all those cats
having Mardi Gras
outside my window
shuttered and closed tight window
because . . . I felt like shit
why not
who was I to think thoughts
of grandeur
as I am sitting and sweating
and
hording secrets
secrets, like
I am no good
and
everybody knows it
made me write

Sitting all alone
In a smoky, crowded bar.
Life passes him by


What happened to the
. . . . . . . .
hell, I can't even remember
what
is gone
sad
ain't it sad
how did I get this way
alone
when the whole world is partying
made me write this

Carnival is here.
Crowds jam the street with laughter.
He plays solitaire


Last night I ventured into
society
sorta
kinda
well, I went here

High above the street
A lonely window shines bright.
Love is bought and sold


Oh, yeah, I forgot
I have
secrets
to tell
if you want to hear
do you, huh,
don't you
my, my
what good are secrets
ifnobodywantstohearthem
so I write it down
on paper, yeah

Crumpled note on floor
Tells the story of love gone.
A time for dying.


©February 3, 2005 / Jerry Pat Bolton

A Pebble, A Brook, A Sapling

--New Orleans, 1993, written in harried response to Maya Angelou’s brilliant, but savage, The Rock Cries Out To Us Today.
My sincere apologies for using Maya Angelou’s brilliant, but savage, The Rock Cries Out To Us Today,  for form and guidance when I wrote this poem.  This is dedicated to all the leaders and followers of the al Qaeda movement.  The only way to stop the madness is for the leaders of those Middle Eastern countries to rise up, denounce and actively fight for the destruction of this group of murderers.


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A Pebble, A Brook, A Sapling
Possessor of life recently born,
Distinguished from the cockroach.
The insect, who tried patience
And was even food
To the inhabits of the planet,
Only to unnerve those who would investigate their fatality
Instead, revel in the survival of the centuries.

Yes, the Pebble bellows, insanely, unaffectedly,
Leave, you filthy beasts, begone from me
Where you defecate upon my passive form,
It’s your fate to be immortal.

Loathsome one, fashioned only slightly higher than
The droppings you leave have outlasted the world
In your busy pursuit,
Lingering beyond your accepted time
Head reared in knowledge.
Treacherous tentacles feeling your way
Avoiding assassination.
The Pebble screams begone and
Veil your grossness.

From the other side,
The Brook languishes in its stupor,
Impatient at your reluctance to join its rippling waters.

Your clannish brood baked by the sun,
Invincible and uniformness, scurrying erratically,
Hiding from your oncoming doom.
Your secretive hideaways for dominion of the world
Forfeit rings of vacuous scum around you,
And beleaguered trepidation within my heart.
Still, you are constantly summoned to drink from my stream,
My marrow.  But you are too busy with world mastery to hear.
You, with your newly found anthem of destruction sing
Of disharmony and anarchy of your rediscovered hero’s,
Your hate-filled Saints call you forth for confrontation
Of recent imagined and long ago slights.
I beseech you; remember the sins of yesterday, yes,
But recognize the new day as it is.
A glorious time.
For all.

The Comatose Brook and the Bellowing Pebble
Join together in unanimous loathing for you.
And all the others, the Oxen, the Sheltering Sky, the Lowly Ant
The Crow, the Subordinate Sheep, the Soaring Hawk
The Tumultuous Thunderbolt, the Bucking Pintos, the Kitten,
The Red Clay, the Gentle Lamas, the Cowardly Ostrich,
The Bastard Son, the Wife of Lot, the Honest Woman.
The Wandering Oracle, the Lost Generation,
The Suburban Home, the Philosopher.

They all align themselves
To participate in your destruction.
The Burning Bush ignore your wretched wailing, and
Renounces your evil intentions, and sears you
With Brimstone, destroying your kind before
You can leap into the waters of the Brook.

Yo, progeny! legislated children
of an ignorant mind.
you are suspects
meddlesome clones of
strangulated mediocrity
in your one size fits all zealot shoes
and body armor

Your individuality has become suspect, as
You strangle in meddlesome mediocrity, even as you,
With your many feet, trample down the good earth
With never a backward glance at the rubble you leave
In your religious zeal to overcome your destiny.
You, nightmares of darkness,
You, with tentacles quivering, searching history to dismantle
As a highwayman would burn the coach to eradicate
The physical confirmation. You dream that you will
Burrow down. Tearing at the bedrock of
The Sapling growing beside the Brook. But the
Pebble and the Brook, and the Sapling are resilient
And your Antics are noted, as surely as your
Challenge is just now beginning to be understood
For what it is. A dark day awaits you as you endeavor to
Rewrite, in murky blood, the past.
If you cannot live without shame, neither
Shall you live to transmit dishonor on the
Ones who walk among you.

Cast down your convulsing tentacles
Knowing the evening shade is upon you.
Dismantle your detestable ideas
And crawl away and perish.

You males, you Females, you Adolescents,
Turn into yourself
Know what you have become
Publicly.  Scour your conscience
And gaze into the Brook to see what you have become.
Cast down your anarchy
The day’s absolute devastation
For your newer order.
Divorce yourself from traitorous ideals
Of revolt and unrest
And bloodletting.

The heavens no longer bend toward you,
Guaranteeing you continued encouragement.
Now, here and forever
Reclaim control of your leaders
And observe the order of things
As do the Pebble, the Brook, the Sapling.
We are not benevolent Kings to your idlers.

Never.  We remain rock steady in reason.
As you near the end of your worthless agendas
Look back to reality of history and into the eyes
Of honesty and righteousness
And understanding the uncompromising position your
Leaders have led you to, then
Forcefully, vigorously,
In insightful judgment
Come back to sanity.

©New Orleans, 1993 / Jerry Pat Bolton

A Cold and Pitiless Wind

A cold and pitiless wind moves among us,
A current of current rising from epochs old.
Can we sleep serenely and without fear when
Amid stirrings of horse's hoofs he smiles?
Beneath primordial moons deviously does plot,
Time is of no value, eternity has evolved.
Without the ticking sound of the life's clock,
Snorting Arabian steed's anxious for the fight.
Poised on every shore, peering into windows,
O, so stealthy, when at last the moon has hid.
And the tide washes up, deposits combatants,
They come, by air, luxury liner, banana boat.
By the soles of their feet, souls of their God,
Like residue from a growing, fanatical storm.
What blood moves through these warriors,
Which provokes bloodlust as easily as a smile?
He is there, over there, here too, right here,
Where the children are at play with yesterday's
Values, yesterday's view, yesterday's excitement?
When the tongue and eyes of the ancient ones
Speak softly, gazing upon the long awaited prize.
The thundering of million's of hoofs let loose,
Neighing a battle cry to the dead, silent old ones.
And we, well we go about our business of sanity,
Thinking we are good, we are clean, we laugh.
Calmly we do leave the doors and the windows
Ajar for our visitors who are now neighbors,
To finish the ancient martyr's settling of scores.

©April 26, 2004 / Jerry Pat Bolton

The Meaning of Life (Sedoka)


The meaning of life,
There is so much I don't know,
Can you tell me about it?

Life is so simple,
You are its power and thrust,
Don't waste your days asking me.

©October 2, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Monday, November 29, 2010

Worth


So you know the worth of life;
Is that with or without a wife?
Or does true worth to do with cash,
That you have so carefully stashed?

Does the worth of one fall too short,
Is it judged by a snooty court?
Is the worth we process to seek,
Really that special and unique?

Is freedom the key to it all,
Or your name on a bathroom wall?
Are you free to pursue your dream,
Seeking your own crème de la crème?

Do you judge your peers of their worth,
Are they worth more because of birth?
Duty and work, do they mean less,
Than a rebel whose life's a mess?

The pious, they walk narrow roads,
They live by their own set of codes.
Do their morals give them the right,
Look down their nose from Rapture's height?

Your worth, what does it mean to you,
Does it make you happy or blue?
Do you go to bed with good cheer,
Content with your worth, and sincere?

©February 10, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Whisper


whisper to me where ere you are
though I know you not
I will hear your voice
matters not where I am
your words will be delightful
will cause a smile
ere though I sleep
sleep and yearn for
mystery woman of my dreams
lovers are lovers
only if they love truthfully
dreaming of distant strangers
who dream same dreams as do you
whisper of eternal love
accept them into my heart
where they will live everlastingly
bolstering my own commitment
to our eventual physical entanglement
overflowing with sweet honey
for you to taste
forever shall our love be real
I call upon the great gods as witness
I taste your sweetness
in slumber which you bequeath to me
so do you accept from me
that which I provide so willingly
like a tender leaf brushing across my mouth
the taste of love is exquisite
as the nights multiply
I take pleasure from your beautiful
unknown face
I feel your eyes upon mine
across the void we chance to meet
in wondrous, pleasing dreams
I awake knowing we will
someday
someway
surely make our dreams come true

©September 9, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

My Room of Things Past


remnants of
life past are spread out
within my sanctuary
little things
some important
all part of a life before
look there
Shattered Hopes and Dreams
not mine
others
my room of things past
tell me who I am
sometimes that is good
most often not
this room is not orderly
no
like much of my past
a hodgepodge of things
overlapping
seeking recognition
solace
I stand at its entrance
listening to the moans of Lost Love
seeing reality of days gone by
there, look there
a Glimmer of Hope shines faintly in the corner
a smile creases my face
remembering joy in my heart and a new start
but with a death rattle
Glimmer of Hope's light goes out
in its place
a Williwaw blew
Incriminations and Accusations my way
they don't know I've made peace
with myself
I've
unfilled my heart
of the Sanctimonious Ones
who were also there
pointing, sniggering
at my trials and disappointments
I was told
forgive yourself
of your sins of human frailty
and you shall have peace
and I did
why then
that being the case
do I stand
once again
at the gateway
of
my sanctuary
where all the bones are buried

©November 24, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Next Time




the stench of garbage
faint smell of Charlie perfume
ice skates askew in the meandering hallway
Pine Sol
lingering in the dead air of the tenement
dark in the corridor
squalling kid somewhere
cigarette smoke filtered from rooms
strains of Bonanza on television
all lightbulbs busted out
worked to our benefit
heard the swish of your nylons
as you walked ahead of me
seemed to know where you were going
hall deadened
you groped for something in the dark
we quietly eased inside
utility closet
you reached above your head
pulled the light cord
would you believe it came on
we fornicated
by raw light

later
driving home
I said
I get to pick the place next time
it's our game
we're never bored

©November 16, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

Not About You

I didn't write this for
or about you
no matter what you think
you did not come into the picture
your presence is not
inside the lines
I didn't call your name
not even spiritually
if somewhere
within this poem
beauty is spoken of
it will be the beauty of a famous painting
not you
you can sit there
glacially rigid
in my mind you have become extinct
life goes on
without you
sadness is a state of mind
to be overcome
to relapse time and again
like a fart stench
but it goes away again
I have gotten over
your beauty
it serves no place in my being
when I think of you
dark, ominous clouds surround you
an omen
telling me your memory is dead
maybe I'll put these words
to music
I close my eyes
open them quickly
it matter not what you believe
I didn't write this for you.

©November 23, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton

The Making of Me

I wasn't surprised
to see the beast of New York City
clawing at my soul
I'd been to the asphalt jungle
in my mind
knew it to be corrupt
it was
Forty-Second Street
Sodom & Gomorrah in the flesh
you betcha
reason it didn't scare me
I was ready for it
I'd fled worse demons
than New York City had for me
those were physical, lustful and perverted
ones I fled from were
mental for the most part
show me your corruption New York City
I welcomed it
pizza 25₵ a slice
peek shows 25₵ a peek
hookers on parade
rubbing shoulders with stars
over on Broadway
New York! whatta place
new wore off
didja see Midnight Cowboy
yeah
street devours people
Ratso and Joe Buck prime examples
not me
I was devoured before I got there
like the Midnight Cowboy
expected New York
to be my saving grace
hah!
so I took a page out of
The Wandering Jew
and wandered
and wandered
and . . .
down and out and alone
in a city of millions
hungry, cold
cold and hungry
there is a difference
learned streets smarts
how to get by
playing to my one advantage
youth
and attitude
Jimmy Dean swagger
a bit of
solipsistic crude
homeless when homeless wasn’t cool
managed to wed three wives
the last one took
I finally found my niche
stopped running long enough
to write
My Mother's Revenge
eleven books later
still writing
remembering the mean streets
they influenced me and how I take to things
tend to be gruff
would I do things differently
if I could
damn straight I would

©November 28, 2010 / Jerry Pat Bolton